([t r i n a])

woah :/ + +
+ + @ Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i never really read the news on aim till recently..i usually would close the window and shrug it off as just another annoying pop up. it really became automatic...something pops up on my screen without my consent i just click and its gone with the quickness. but summer boredom eased my finger from clicking away too fast and i actually stopped to read whats up on aim.

i clicked on an article like 2 seconds ago reading "Pakistani Held for Videotaping Skyscrapers". another terrorist article to add to the many. I usually don't like reading about terrorist stuff foolishingly hoping to myself that if i ignore the current events happening around the world it would somehow not affect me and the terror would magiacally dissapear..the car bombings and such would just dissapear and all i have to worry about is doing my laundry and the current weather outside my door. yup me, foolish. but i know im not the only one.

so i start to read the article cause im bored...and hmm pretty close to home...

"The officer who arrested Kamran Akhtar, 35, said he tried to walk away when officers approached him on July 20 and gave conflicting statements about what he was doing and where he was going.

Videotapes in Akhtar's possession also showed buildings in Atlanta, Houston, Dallas, New Orleans and Austin, Texas, as well as transit systems in some of those cities and a dam in Texas, according to a federal criminal complaint filed last week.

...Last week, federal officials issued urgent terror warnings, saying they had uncovered information in Pakistan that indicated five financial institutions in New York, Washington and Newark, N.J., were potential targets. "

just in texas...houston, dallas, austin..some transit systems and a dam. yahhh i know...it was just videotaping..big woop...but still sent shivers down my spine. there's a war going on whether we ignore it or not. and more innocent blood is yet to be shed in the midst of this war. whether it be in the US or not its affecting the world. 9-11 hit a little to close to home and it scared the isht out of me but i guess i got a little too used to hearing about the terror on the news that the alertness died down for me personally. but the terror still lives on

last week at church the priest gave a sermon on how he lived in fear as a little boy in vietnam during the war and he said this quote from Jesus he learned to live by
"Do not live in fear little flower"

or something to that extent? well the point is to have faith in times like these...so my prayers go out to those.

spoken @ 11:28 p.m.
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what ever happened to romance? + +
+ + @ Tuesday, July 27, 2004

whatever happened to the romantic innocence i remember? ...when simple things would count the most. like a random txt or a hand written letter. nothing is classy anymore. everthing now is degrating and stupid. thats not funtimes.

spoken @ 01:02 a.m.
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uhoh + +
+ + @ Tuesday, July 20, 2004

puleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee dont tell me i have no more minutes. and that i went over a lot. i hate CELLPHONES. damnit i should learn from my mistakes right? i try. but GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i should never say 15 more minutes because itll will end up being 44 minutes used. i think i lack the common sense to not listen to when someone says to stay on a little longer cause in the end i'll be the only one getting the isht poured all over me...MEEEEEEE damnit. NO, im like ok..just a little longer. gRaWRRrr. i think im already 50 dollars over and july isnt over. 50 bucks thats more than i make at express in two weeks!!!!!!!!!! thats enough to feed a fackin small island. I HAVE NO MONEY I HAVE NO MINUTES I HAVE BILLS. its 2 am and i cant sleep..cause im stressing a frickin phone bill

maaahfackin t mobile. *spits on yoo*

if t mobile gives me premature greying of hair or ANY pre mature wrinkles due to stress i will *kicks kicks kicks* i hate YOU t fackin mobile.

spoken @ 01:57 a.m.
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+ +
+ + @ Sunday, July 18, 2004

anywhere but here.

spoken @ 08:15 p.m.
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sad part is i would die from overconsumption of chocolate...mmm...im hungry.... + +
+ + @ Thursday, June 24, 2004

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Trinaosis
Cause:	overconsumption of chocolate
Symptoms:	gargling, facial paralysis, pale skin
Cure:	Kryptonite
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

spoken @ 09:34 p.m.
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blap + +
+ + @ Thursday, June 24, 2004

hmmph bleeeeeh.

i'm going to try to sleep earlier tonight. past two nights i slept 3:30 then last night 4:30. not good. but i was talking to a friend i haven't talked to in a long time.

he like told me the history of nails in a nuttshell cause he's korean and dating a vietnamese girl that used to do nails. we had a long convo on how he thinks vietnamese people are crazy and if they wanted to theyd kill someone. i was like hmmmm had to stop and think about that for a second. hope they dont though, cause tx is full of vietnamese people. uhoh mindy is going to kill me one day. he also said chinese people are also crazy and that koreans are just gay and flips ["no offense"] are all talk. which after some thought i guess is true. well i guess i know the "flip perspective" more..since i am flip uhh i guess? drama and beef mostly because guys got beef with other guys over girls. theres more dance battles than actual fights breaking out. peaceful thuggin. hehee. im getting sleepy and its only 12:30 which is a good thing for me.

spoken @ 12:06 a.m.
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looks like it's gonna rain again + +
+ + @ Tuesday, June 22, 2004

hey...

what the difference between a shetland sheep dog and a collie?

thats not a joke...i really want to know the difference. the two breeds look exactly the same to me.

oh the downpour...its here.

anyways, im listening/singing to britney spears-everytime as i type this. the rain goes good with this song...hmm. yah. i don't really ever care for britney or christina or jessica etc..but i just read an article about britney and i actually feel bad for her. she had to cancel her tours because of knee surgery [ouch] and the the loss of merchandise and ticket sales is gonna add up to alot.

well besides that, she went with her mom and little sister to buy a puppy to keep her happy while she recuperates from the surgery. She bought a cute white maltese and a brown puppy for her sister. Everything was fine, until her mom ran over a photograher and britney started screaming and became totally hyesterical. Paramendics had to comfort her afraid she was suffering a panic attack. The dude hurt his ankle, not sure how bad though.

i feel bad for her, i think all the pressures of fame such as living up to peoples expectations, busy schedule, no private life, fabricated rumors, confusing love life, growing up in front of everyone, its slowly eating away at her. gosh, it must be hard. its a 24/7 job and you can't exactly quit being britney spears even if you tried. gosh, and i thought living in jersey with jersey drama was bad. hehe. uhh jk. ;p

hmmm...the article said her mom ran over the guy but theres a black dood at the wheel in the pic. *shrug*

anyways, i guess i shouldnt hate on her that much. though her voice isn't the greatest thing ever and she uses her looks/body and scandal to gain popularity. it's still a pity to watch such a creature crumble down like that. i wonder how much the photographer is gonna get for the incident? hmmm...

spoken @ 11:57 a.m.
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boys are yucky + +
+ + @ Tuesday, June 22, 2004

the male species as a whole is annoying me right now. if you have a penis just go away -_- *sigh*

spoken @ 12:06 a.m.
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good mornin + +
+ + @ Saturday, June 19, 2004

happy saturday errone! *smiles*

these are sexsi...

*drools* courtsey of victoriasecret.com

im again looking at pics online for room ideas for when my room is completely clean. gosh the purple and blue motiff is sooo yummy. okies i`ll finish later. i must continue my quest to finish rumaging through my piles of junk and getting rid of stuff.

spoken @ 10:48 a.m.
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dear pitas... + +
+ + @ Friday, June 18, 2004

i`m half way done with deconstructiong my room! *cheese* i have so much junk from over the years. yah, i'm one of those type to keep everything. sentimental, man don`t hate. i have alot of memories i need to keep with me..esp since i left that place called home aka jersey. i have alot of pics i need to get photo albums for. geez, its alot of organizing. i`m slowly becoming a compulsive neat freak, i can feel it. i feel empowered by throwing some things away. How liberated am i?! yes i rock.

the bday is coming up and i`m not really craving anything. usually i`ll have a gift in mind for my parents to get me but all i want is icecream cake. mmm..yano with the crunchie in the middle. *wipes drool* Well i`m in dire need of a digital camera, BUT my sister already asked my parents for one and were supposed to "share" it. [rightt] and yano how much damage i can do with a digital camera? I mean, look how much pics i take with a webcam and my regular camera, if i had something portable which didn't require the cost film developing and time to develop. Oh good Lord, i`d be taking pics of my big left toe for fun. Sarcasm, hope you caught that. Anyways, the other thing i was thinking of for my birthday present was a canopy for my bed. I`ve been wanting a draping canopy over my bed since childhood. I want to sleep pretty *smiles* but with the circumstances concerning money right now i don`t want to bother the rents. they complain i shop too much also x_x AHH. plus, last year i asked for this comforter set and i got it for my bday. so my bed is still sexsi. [will post pics later when webcam is up & running] yay for sexsi sleep! So, i`ve concluded that all i want for my 20th is icecream cake with crunchie in the middle. n_n

oh and i must find something teen-like to do before i officially lose my teenhood. i was thinking hmmm what do teens do? I didn't want to do something teeny bopper-y cause if you know me well enough you know of my undying hatred of loud velour-wearing teenybopper girls. grrr. i though yano what i miss, sleep overs, but i have no friends, or rather the bulk of my friends are 138395845938 miles away or taking summer courses away from the houston area. so slumber party idea?-scratched. The only thing i thought of better than that was buying a seventeen magazine? hehe idunno? still in the thinking process...

talking of bday's happy birthday to meghan! i did her xanga for her bday. a victoria seceret motiff...cause my meghan is sexsi! i think the victoria secret semi annual sale has rotted my brain and brainwashed women all over. i admit i went back again but i ended up getting two cute dog stuffed animal doggies [pics soon]. who does that? all the sexsi lingerie on sale and i buy stuffed animals. i`m a kid..i don`t think im ready for the big two-oh yet. n_n

check it: http://www.xanga.com/fabolous0618 go leave her random eprops telling her happy birthday n_n

after Victoria Secret i passed by Express and tried to send in hidden signals with my brain to make them hire me..haha. dork. ok, i`m still waiting for their call. ALL I WANT FOR MY BDAY IS TO GET HIRED. grrr and icecream cake. rarr. *pout*

ok this entry is getting too long...

randomness..

- i hurt my little pinky toe when i woke up from my nap and got out of bed and walked into a box and it hurts when i touch it or when i walk. :( don't i need that for balance? pinky toes? i`m gonna fall over soon. it hurts.

-so britney spears is coming out with a new perfume called curious. She's got me curious. HMmmmmm. i'd only get it if it smelled good, but even if it yano smell good n all did i probably wouldnt. We all know people are gonna go buy it cause its britney. She can bottle her sweat and sell it. lucky.

spoken @ 09:15 p.m.
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good mornin` + +
+ + @ Wednesday, June 16, 2004

How to make a trina

Ingredients:
3 parts anger
5 parts silliness
1 part joy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little curiosity if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

victoria secret semi annual sale. i went the first day and it was boonanas in there. i too did my damage. but i want to go back today to buy some hairties. it had cute frilly flower designs on it. 3 for a .99 *smiles*

my uncle & grandma left yesterday. no more tennis. it was fun learning.

short entry finish later. got stuff to do.

im back!!

now to finish todays entry. 1:00am//
happy birthday jooliez! n_n dunno if she`ll read this but hey HAPPY BIRTHDAY sweet girl.

so, yes, yano whut`s mad annoying. when people think they`re God's gift but they`re NOT. i hate when people pull isht out their @$$ just to sound cool when hello, no, you just suck open @$$. gawsh, i`m sorry but i hate stupid people. the more you try to make yourself sound cooler the more i`ll ignore you people. be simple geez. im not sure if i was ever that way, maybe in some ways i was but just haven`t realized it. but thank God i`m not a scrawny lil b*tch who puts myself above other people.

anways, after that breath of fresh air, i`m still praying for express to call me back and tell me i have the job. i`ll gladly take any donated prayers my way. Thank you Kindly n_n they called me back to get another number for my references *sigh* mobile solution i hate you w/ an undying passion. n_n

forgive me for such a highly morbid entry. but i guess i need sleep so i wont be so cranky. i need my sock hmmph!

goodnight.

spoken @ 10:41 a.m.
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random quiz time! + +
+ + @ Friday, June 11, 2004

yano you miss it

K Keen
A Ambitious
T Tender
R Rich
I Important
N New
A Altruistic

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

spoken @ 10:49 p.m.
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wishlist + +
+ + @ Tuesday, June 8, 2004

my new materialistic wishlist.

i know i will not recieve bc its too expensive but it`s just my wants not my needs. for fun

[ ] perscriptives custom mixed foundation.
[ ] a nixon digi cam
[ ] a dior saddle purse
[ ] a small punching bag for room
[ ] romantic canopy bed
[ ] hollister shorts to go w/ my bikini
that`s it for now i can`t think of anything else. or i maybe i just don`t want anything? idunno? i don`t have big wishlists sorry.

spoken @ 12:22 p.m.
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remember? + +
+ + @ Monday, June 7, 2004

remember back in the day when forwarding email was the cool thing to do?yah you know! and everyone had aol accounts. oh the days! anways, i wasn't the type to read the whole forward. I liked to skim and forward it or most likely let it sit in my mailbox for a few days then finally delete it. i was reading a random xanga..[yahhh no shame heh] and stumbled upon one of the those-copy-and-paste-this things that people think is sweet and go "aww read this..etc." wow i actually read all of it. and now im "forwarding it" into my pitas. why? cause it's simple and a bit depressing.

there are two sides to every story.
BOY: i saw her today
GIRL: i saw him today
BOY: it seems like it`s been forever
GIRL: i wonder if he still cares
BOY: she looks better than before
GIRL: i couldn`t stop staring at him
BOY: i asked her how things were going
GIRL: i asked about his new girlfriend
BOY: i`d choose her over any girl i`m with
GIRL: he`s probably really happy right now
BOY: i couldn`t even look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: he couldn`t even look at me
BOY: i told her i miss her
GIRL: he doesn`t mean it
BOY: i meant it
GIRL: he doesn`t mean it
BOY: i love her
GIRL: he loves his new girlfriend
BOY: i held her for the last time
GIRL: he gave me a friendly hug
BOY: then i went home and cried
GIRL: then i went home and cried
BOY: i lost her
GIRL: i love him

spoken @ 12:20 a.m.
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sometimes + +
+ + @ Wednesday, May 19, 2004

"chaque fois que tu t'en vas. Je pretends que tout va bien."

spoken @ 12:34 a.m.
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haitus + +
+ + @ Tuesday, May 18, 2004

renovating.

spoken @ 12:46 a.m.
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